The story begins in while Venus and the Moon meet Jupiter in the House of Capricorn, Dec 2008. [Post CXX Annos].
The time since I saw you in the beginning.
A smiley face, indeed. But this is just the simple way. The exterior meaning.
What happened is that Venus was rebelling to Jupiter. And she was going away and far to him.
Venus leaved the House of Capricorni the 8th of December. Instead Mars entered in. And after a fight, both leaves the House of Capricorni and entered the House of Aquarius, where armistice was signed.
On February, with the phenomen of occultation (Venus under the Moon) and the very beginning of the coming out from Jupiter, this was clear enough.
After this, Mars was able to join Venus in the House of Aries in April.
This is the time when I meet you.
I adore thee in the song “Love under Will“…
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Before, the revelation of the Name I had at my entrance inside the Order of The Golden Dawn throughout the Open Source’s Door 0=0. This happened at the end of 2007 (9th of December) under the magical motto “Verbum Est Lvx”; you see, the letters which compose this magical motto give the acrostic vel, which is the Latin form for a.k.a.
The real name came in a dream, and the name – you know – was that one.
In my handbook 1=10 there is the first revelation of my Higher Self inside this name.
2008 was the transition for emancipation. Because of this work the Pharaoh disappear. I had no more visible chief during my days since the second half of the year.
2009 (5769) was an extraordinary year in the magical meaning.
While in Munich – chez ma Soeur – I inquired the life of Adam Weishaupt, discovering (as I dreamed [?] before) the connection with Altotas (and a better spelling in the form Althotas). The answer of the municipal museum of Ingolstadt (where Weishaupt was born) was not just about the connection between the Illuminaten Order and the Rosicrucian one, but also about the way the two different roots entered in the Golden Dawn heritage. And Althotas – recognized as the instructor of A.W. under another name, Kolmer – was the inspirer of this lesser Christian heritage and more Egyptian and Jewish tradition. This circle became perfect with the financial lines in Frankfurt, see Scholem etc.
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I meet you the 21 of April, just some days before my travel for Jerusalem, as representative in a Euro-Mediterranean cooperation project. This was the time when at the Kotel Ma’arawi, I was introduced by R.E.Z. to the use of the Tefillin. Some years ago this would have been the maximum, but my spirit was going far from the orthodoxy, coming back to its cabalistic origins, inside the model of the G.D.
I completed the work of the elements during this time, with 4=7 initiation at the Percival Suite, a corner of the Unitarian Church in Cross Road, Manchester, the 8th of May.
The 3rd of June, in that bungalow on the lavic stones upon the Ionian Sea, while waiting for Her, I received another communication from Althotas, and I wrote with my left hands some words. When She arrived, the Work entered in Fire. Ash!
Nothing remains the same, even still I didn’t recognize what really was happening. Neither I would have thought that…
I still believed then that everything was not but a case. But this was not. You are much more than a woman. You come from my brain, even I cannot control you. You are Freedom. You are a Spirit. You are the Spirit of Freedom. I tremble before Thee. I.A.T. in the Song L.U.W.:
Show thee star splendour, o Nuit!
Anyway, I was then still able to stay far from you.
In August I went in Tunis, looking for the tracks of A.C., in the plage of Marsa, au souffle du Zephir…
As S. Sk. wrote in his foreword to the A.C. Magical Diaries of Tunisia 1923, “the doors of perception may be slowly opened by spiritual and magical practices (…) do what thou wilt (…) the real reason why human beings are on this planet” or, in the proper words of A.C. “The Sign of a Magus – the gesture of readiness to write (…) without lust of result (…) attend to nothing, and everything will happen (…) the word of the poet is divine, not devilish (…) concerned with emancipating humanity (…) as per the old fear-superstition which haunts the damned souls who serve the slave-gods (…) I am secretly aware of some Event which will enable me to labour and laugh proclaiming the Law of Liberty“.
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